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I need to get on here more...

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 16, 2007, 11:04 AM
Wow. I am a very sporatic journal writer. Anyway, life is good. Working two jobs. Writing when I can. Looking forward to Christmas. I need more than 24 hours in a day. If anyone has any ideas on how I can achieve this then drop me a note please. lol

I hope everyone has a wonderful Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year. If I'm not back here before then and experience says I won't.

Love you all!

Sarah

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin/ Godsmack
  • Reading: Stuff
  • Watching: nothing right now
  • Drinking: Pepsi

Attempted life

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 10, 2007, 12:30 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: All my cds on random
  • Reading: My own stuff (editing and writing)
  • Watching: My life pass me by..........
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Hi everyone. It's been a real long time. I have been really busy. I have two jobs now and am trying to work my way to being debt free. This means I have no time for a life and about two seconds a day for writing. I am working about sixty hours a week (at least.) I should feel as though I am finally getting something done, but I don't.

I feel lonely. I feel as though my entire world has gone to hell and I know there is no way I can shift the blame to someone else even though I want to quite badly. I have to work my way out of this hole and get on with my life, but until I do I am forced to merely be an observer.

I don't like what I am seeing. I mean I'm happy for my friends who are marrying and having kids. I am happy they are happy. I am not happy about my jealousy. I know it is only natural, but it makes me feel like a bitch. I don't like that. I don't like seeing all these people I know move on with their lives while i seem to be cemented in place. The world moves on and it seems to have moved on without me. I barely even see these people these days. In the past 3 months I have spent about 3 days with me best friend. I'm just lonely.

Sorry to dump on the page here, but I have no time for anything else. I have an ultra rare day off today and I am going to write some. I'll turn on msn and see if any of you are out there.

Bye, Sarah

Love for those who find it is something to hold.
Love for those who give it is a gift that never grows old.
Love for those who lose it is something to mourn,
But remember my love will never grow worn.

Chapter 2 Done

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 14, 2007, 6:31 PM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Hanson "THE WALK [import]"
  • Reading: My own stuff (editing and writing)
  • Watching: My fingers as i type.
  • Playing: With dA.
  • Eating: Ice cream
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper
Its been a while, but thanks for holding out hope I'd actually finish.

Yay! Chapter two of Untitled is done and its no longer Untitled. The story is called, "Forgotten Memories." I hope you all enjoy it. Please read and let me know what you think. I want to make a career out of writing so I want to be at my best. Thanks for all your help and support. I appreciate it and I hope that you all now You can ask me for help too. I love you all!

XOXO
Sarah

Love for those who find it is something to hold.
Love for those who give it is a gift that never grows old.
Love for those who lose it is something to mourn,
But remember my love will never grow worn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 10, 2007, 9:54 AM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Hanson "THE WALK [import]"
  • Reading: My own stuff (editing and writing)
  • Watching: My fingers as i type.
  • Playing: With dA.
  • Eating: sub sandwich
  • Drinking: pepsi
It's my 24 Birthday! Yippe! I'll let ya'll know what I do for it. Have a good day. I'm gonna try too.

Love for those who find it is something to hold.
Love for those who give it is a gift that never grows old.
Love for those who lose it is something to mourn,
But remember my love will never grow worn.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 23, 2007, 4:13 PM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Hanson "THE WALK [import]"
  • Reading: My own stuff (editing and writing)
  • Watching: My fingers as i type.
  • Playing: With dA.
  • Eating: sub sandwich
  • Drinking: pepsi
Sorry. HAHAHA

I just got my new HANSON cd today, "THE WALK". Yes, they were the ones with MMMBop and yes, they are still around. I am so excited! It is so awesome! OMG! It is better than Middle of Nowhere (MON)[1997], Live from Albertane (LFA) [1998], Snowed In [1998], This Time Around (TTA)[2000], Underneath[2004] and The Best of Hanson: Live and Electric [2005]. All awesome for there time and classics in my mind. Being independat for the last three albums has been great for them. #1 independent album debut and #25 top 100 Billboard chart debut for Underneath. They all show the frame of mind and growth of these artists, but I digress.

THE WALK:

1. (Intro) Ngi Ne Themba

2. The Great Divide
This track was released early on iTunes in an attempt to raise money for the Perinatal HIV Unit at Chris Hani Baragwanath Hospital in Soweto, South Africa. The hospital is used to prevent the mother-to-child AIDS transmission. It was recorded using a choir from South Africa. It is a souring anthem of finding hope despite it all. The chior is chanting, Ngi Ne Themba (I have hope.)

3. Been There Before
A beautiful song of the 'roots of rock n roll'. It is portrays without giving away who they are taking about. It is not 'shameless' as some songs can be. *cough* Madonna- Vogue *cough*

4. Georgia
A love song about compromise and The I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me. He doesn't want to lose her (Georgia) and he is letting her know he is totally committed even though he isn't there right now.
"i don't want to let you go
and I don't want to lose you slowly
i just want to let you know
it's only just a little back and forth lately"

5. Watch Over Me
I love this song. The guitar is awesome, but then again I am in love with Isaac songs. It is about a girl whose life is just messed up and she is stuck in such a rut. She is so unhappy. She begs, "watch over me." I love all the lyrics in this song.
"she wakes and takes her place in line
and never bothers asking why the mirror shed's no light at all
the days turn into lesser days and until there's only night
the light wouldn't help she's far to gone...

she counts the time til her heart breaks
just waiting for her next mistake
don't give up I know you've stopped believeing
and you're down and you're begging you're pleading
don't give up you're not, too far gone"

6. Running Man
is a song about a guy who wants a girl whose guy is running around on her. He is there waiting to
"I'm right here waiting to help that girl forget
too bad for the running man goodbye"

7. Go
A simple song about a relationship falling apart and how he can't let go.
"go if you want to go
but stay if you want to know
the way through the mess we've made
and lie in the bed you know
or go"

8. Fire On the Mountain
A song about how we need to seek to be greater men and if we don't then we won't make any difference and we'll be destroyed.
"We sit in time honored traditions made
never wondering where or when the sickle may come
if we do not seek knowledge to be greater men
when the rain starts falling gonna drown before we get our feet wet"

9. One More
Is a song about something that is almost over and never really knowing someone.
"nothings over til it's over
and if its over i don't want to hear it
look into my eyes I told her
holding on to what is gone won't heal it"

10. Blue Sky
a song about the search for somrthing that completes us, our "blue sky."
"everyboy's looking for a blue sky
searching for an answer on a satelite
i know that there's got to be a blue sky out there to see
a blue sky waiting for me"

11.Tearing It Down
A bout a man who sees through the falsity of this life and is taking a chance to break through it.
"i am, taking a chance
walking with my laces loose
wrapped up, taking the maze
that everybodies running through
i'm sick of, black tie
nickle and dime
we're going through the roof."

12. Something Going Round
This one has farely obvious religious conantations.
"...asking reason, what's left for me here
when he's all out of answers
you're not out of luck

i've got this something
that's been going round
i've got this something
you don't know it
but you need it..."

13. Your Illusion
A song about the frutility of trying to change someones state of mind and the direction there life takes. It is also how the trying can drag you down to if you care for them.
"'cause you got me wrapped up in your illusion
i keep on trying to change your conclusion
but you've got me wrapped up in your illusion
I keep on dying because your wasting life"

14. The Walk
A song about taking risks and either getting rewarded or failing. Life is compared to "the walk" on a tightrope.
"...and everyone must make a chioce
will I go for it all, and possibly fall
the tightrope is thin
i could possibly win on the walk"

Japenese Bonus Tracks:
15. In A Way
This song is about the importance of giving up of yourself. That is truly living. That love will not always be the answer. But giving love makes one complete.
'love is only what you give up
life isn't what you get
love won't always ffill your cup
but life's when you start to live
life's when you learn to give"

16. I Am
A song abou the power of us all and how many of us just go with the flow. very nice song.
"All on my own i'm trying
to change how you see and what you believe
to fight fire with fire and live eye for eye
we'll all end up blind and burning
burning, burning"

That is my review of my wonderful new cd, I mean Hanson's new cd. I swear its kind of like my poetry, but, well, better. I love these guys. lol Woo!

Sarah

Love for those who find it is something to hold.
Love for those who give it is a gift that never grows old.
Love for those who lose it is something to mourn,
But remember my love will never grow worn.